Okay, so your going to make personal remarks about the way I do my hobby and cut me down? Is that even what this topic is about? How is that doing anything at all, or accomplishing anything?
Wow, thats the best reply to anything ever. "plz go die". So the entire crows makes a shot about something I may well hold close and dear to me, and all you have to say is some pre-wrote reply? So, whats your hobby? How would you like it if I cut it down? Would that be just great for you? Maybe you never took the time or though to think about other people's feelings, but I did.
I believe nothing is coincedence, and I got a email today saying "Rise Against". So, anyone want to be christian now? The only way to have true peace is to get it through God! I know that sounds horribly cheesy, but its true.
When I was 16 years old I bought a Slipknot CD. For about a year, I played one of them's pornography in my mind. At the time I thought in my mind that if I did not, I would be put into pain.
Since then...more famou bands have joined me in my mind. Ive heard SOAD, Kittie, Mushroomhead, and Mudvayne.
I dont wish to point fingers, but in my mind I have been brutalized...by words...even the feel of them on my flesh. It can be painful, even though I know Christ does take the pain.
I do not claim to be completly innocent, in my mind I have lain with many of these people, the ones from the bands, that I hear. I am aware that people do sorcery, and torture and confuse others with it.
Sometimes we need pain to make us real...but when I look at these message boards I see a group of people in pain. Even the ones who call others names are tragic to me. We all have insercurities, pains, and flaws that what I consider the enemy...(the devil, demons, and people who chose to follow them knowingly and hurt others)...exploit.
I am now 21, and in pain. I get raped in my mind and physically by sorcery daily. Usually I cannot go without five minutes without someone talking to me in my mind...this might to you not seem so bad, but even an innocent comment can seem painful from one who has hurt you.
I think this is real...not only in my mind. Demons and sorcery do exist. These monsters are real...and very dangerous, no matter who you are.