Right, I'm a douche. That's why you tried to act like my best buddy for the past 3 years.
You're a moron and you know it. You fucked up, dug yourself a hole and now you want out. Too bad, no one here is going to give you a hand out. We did that the last six time you freaked out. Enough is enough. Why don't you just move on. Go to one of your other boards and leave us alone.